I think I ran out of energy a long time back .
I thought that time away from God will give me some space to clear my head . I was confused at a Lot of things. Wondering why my faith is not turning out thr way it should be , that was in abundance in my life .
Indeed that the World had managed to dig and plant something in me that time , that is doubt of God . In order for Him to bless me that I should perform. But that is Wrong ! Because Jesus had came and died for me that I should be in the place of rest that when I draw my fresh supply from God , I am blessed .
Today I had finally broke my one exodus and went to church .
The message today is fairly plain and easy to get it.
Solomon speaks of them tiny animals or creatures that he finds worthy to be life lessons that we should learn from
1. Ants - hive mind. By it sled one only , any one can kill the ant . But when the ant work together the whole hive gets going and sustained
2. Lizards - they stick . Sticking around fir some what difficult situations like upside down from the ceiling or situations or persistence in any situation.
3 rock badger - they recognize thir venerability and used the rock as their safe refuge.
4. The locusts-unity. In 1 locust , there is not much harm to any crop. They are also without a King , yet they can go forth ad an army , ate up anything in their path . In other words cripple the farmer's or country's economy.
In summary of these , God's people to be united , yo be persistent , to stick around and to take Jesus as their rock and refuge, that we are blessed !!